Confusion & Posts Starting Tomorrow

Hey guys,

I just wanted to let you all know that posts offically start tomorrow on the new Rory blog. I've posted twice on there already. The first was just a intro but the second is actually a "Clearing Up Confusion" post which answers questions people have asked me.

I hope you all check out the new Rory story and blog and pass on the link.

I love hearing from you all


Love

Rory

New Blog, New Place

UPDATED- Sorry guys I didn't realize the link I posted earlier wasn't working. I replaced it and this is the correct link now. I made sure it worked :D



Hey Guys,


First I apologize at how horrible I've been in keeping this blog updated since basically the beginning. I decided I'm going to move this blog to Tumblr & re-start it. Some of the things are going to remain the same, like the names of the characters & Rory's life situation but all the posts are going to be new. The blog will follow the same direction as this one, atleast a first but again the posts will be new. I was considering just picking up where I left off and continue posting here but I feel like I've changed so much in the last 9 months that it would be hard to move on like that.

If someone still reads this the new URL is   http://throughindianeyes.tumblr.com/

I hope to see you guys over there because I can always use your comments and support. I promise to be a lot better at posting on days I say I will.




Thanks


Rory

Vacation

Hey guys

I just wanted to let you all know I'm leaving for a trip tomorrow and won't be back till the 25th of this month. There will be some posts up after I get back but until then probably nothing Rory related. I might post some pics from my trip if I get a chance thought. The next week and a half is going to be spent going from here (eugene) to toronto, to NYC to Boston. I'm really exited. I hope you all have a great few days.




Rory

Zindagi (life)

Author's Note - Sorry this is late. This was actually two posts that were supposed to automatically post the past 2 Monday's but didn't. I didn't have a chance to check on the blog till today so I didn't notice it. Anyways enjoy. 

~Rory

P.S - like always, comments are very appreciated. 

Jack stared thoughtfully into his coffee as I waited for him answer with knots in my stomach. I hoped he would understand my need to this…this thing with Alex to myself and not give mom and dad a clue. I knew that they would be hurt and upset if…when they find out about Alex and I did not feel like dealing with it now.

As I stared at him, Jack looked up and asked, “Why don’t you want me to tell them? They would approve of Alex”

“Because I want to keep this to myself right now and see where it goes. Besides, even though I know they would approve of Alex they would still be pissed that I was involved with him. It would be a betrayal of their trust in me, in their eyes,” I said as I slipped a pancake onto the plate and handed it to Jack along with the two other I had already cooked.

I followed him to the table grabbing my coffee along the way, sat down facing him, and said, “You know what we overheard yesterday when I got home from the airport. I am still angry they were discussing my marriage on the day they knew my best friend had died and knew that I was going to be home any moment. If they find out this now they are going to use it as an excuse to hurry up and get me married. Whether to Alex or to whomever the hell they were discussing yesterday”

Jack chewed thoughtfully for a moment before saying “Ok I won’t tell them. I wasn’t going to say anything right now anyways because I don’t think it’s any of their business”. He held up a hand as I started to interrupt and said “but be careful. If I think that you are getting to seriously involved I will tell them. After I kill Alex.”

I nodded and started to get up when Jack said, “Rory I want to talk to you about Alex spending the night in your room”

I felt my face flush and started to turn away when I noticed his face was red as well. That broke the tension and I started laughing with Jack following soon behind. A moment later, he looked seriously at me and said, “You know I love you and Alex is my best friend so no one could be happier about this then me. I do not care that Alex spent the night in your room because I know that is all that happened. You are not the type of girl to…to…you know what before marriage.” I had been listening to him seriously but broke into laughter at his obvious reluctance to mention the word sex to me, his little sister.

He glared at me and continued “but make sure that both of you don’t ever get carried away. I trust you 100% so I’m going to San Francisco like this or I would never leave you along in the house with Alex”

I nodded and walked over to him to give him a hug “I know’ I whispered “I will not do anything to embarrass you or mom and dad”.

A few moments later, I heard footsteps on the stairs and headed to the kitchen to make more pancakes just as Alex came down. I head Jack and Alex having a conversation in the dining room but could not make it. I figured it was the same thing that Jack had talked to me about and made a mental note to ask Alex later.

Jack came into the kitchen with his dishes, gave me a hug good bye, and said to me “the keys to my car are on the hook because I’m going to take the truck instead”. I heard Jack and Alex go outside and a moment later heard the door close and lock.

Glancing over my shoulder I saw Alex leaning against the kitchen counter looking at me and asked “what?”

He smiled and said “nothing. Just thinking how cute you look in that apron”

I felt my face flush, said “thanks”, and handed him a plate of pancakes. After we finished eating Alex offered to stack the dishwasher while I finished my coffee that I took outside.

A few minutes later Alex came out and put his arms on either side of me on the porch railing. I turned around in his arms to face him and smiled as he leaned down to kiss me and said, “Now that’s a proper good morning”.

I laughed and felt my phone my vibrating and glanced at it on the railing. It was a text from Caleb and it said, “Kevin’s parents arrive at the airport in 30 mins”

I felt my body go numb as reality crept back in and Kevin’s loss hit me again…

Sohna (Sleep)

I must have fallen asleep sometime because the next thing I remember is being woken up sunlight streaming through the window. I opened my eyes and looked at the ceiling trying to gather my thoughts. I started to get up and felt something holding me down. I looked down at my waist and saw a arm wrapped solidly around me and glanced over to see Alex sleeping soundly next to me. I laid my head back down and looked at him.

Sleeping he looked younger and if it was possible even hotter. His hair was sleep rumpled and falling into his eyes and he had a slight smile on his face as he slept, as if he was having a happy dream. I raised my eyes back to his and found him staring back at me. He smiled and said in a husky morning voice "good morning" and leaned over to place a kiss softly on my lips. He used the hand on my waist to pull me closer to him and I laid my head on his arm.

We lay their quietly looking at each other and slowly waking up when a knock on the door startled us both. A moment later I heard Jack asking if he could come in. I was about to say yes when I realized what Alex in my room at 7 in the morning would look like. It was obvious he'd spent the night here and I knew that Jack would not be happy. However much he loved Alex and liked us together a couple, spending the night even totally innocently was not something he'd tolerate. 

"Just a minute" I told Jack and leaned over to whisper is Alex's ear "hide"

He looked at me in surprise and whispered "why"

"Because if Jack walks in here and finds you in bed with me, he is going to kill you" I said as I tried, unsuccessfully to push him out of bed. Frustrated I looked at him and pleaded "please Alex. Just trust me on this"

He looked like he wanted to argue some more but he must have decided against it because he reluctantly got up and said "where do you want me to hide"

I looked around my room and told him to hide on the other side of bed right next to the wall. He looked at me incredulously and said "do you really think I can fit in there"

"I don't know but I know you'll at least try" I said with a smile and reached up to give him a lingering kiss before pushing him towards the bed.

I walked to the door and looked back to make sure Alex was totally hidden and then opened the door. Jack must been about to knock again because he had hand raised and looked startled when I opened the door. I laughed at his expression and asked "whats up? Why are you waking me up so early"?

He stepped into the room and seemed to be looking around so I tried to muster up my most convincing confused look as I asked "what are you looking for"

Jack looked at me with a look on his face I couldn't decipher and then shaking his head slowly said "nothing. I was...I woke you up to tell you that mom & dad called. They are going to stay in Reno another few days after the conference is over. They said they are going to take a break. And I have some bad news. I need to go to San Fransisco for a few days. Our research group finally got a meeting with the CEO of GemTech. The meetings not till Friday but we're going down tonight to get set up and prepared for the meeting"

"Wait so are you still going to the store here in town to do the days counting?" I asked

He nodded yes and then said "I won't be here for Kevin's funeral but I'll be back by his memorial service even if I have to leave early"

I nodded and said "Okay. Are you coming back here after doing things at the store or heading out from there"

"I think I'm going to leave from the store. I'd waste another 45 minutes coming back here when the highway is a 2 minute drive from the store"

"Okay then. I'm going to get ready and I'll meet you downstairs in 10 minutes. I'll make you some breakfast before you leave" I said

Jack nodded and started to turn away when he stopped abruptly. I'd been closing the door behind him and stumbled as I ran into his back. I started to ask him what was up when I turned around and went back into my room. He stopped on side of the bed and said "get out Alex. I know you're hiding there"

I felt my face heat up as I tried to figure out how Jack had figured out that Alex was hiding in my room. I heard Alex shuffling around and then he got up. I expected his face to be as red as mine but it was wasn't. In fact his face was totally serious as he looked Jack straight in the eye. I watched them communicating silently and braced myself in case I had to stop them from killing each other.

To say I was shocked, when a moment later Jack and Alex started smiling, would have been a understatement. I looked at them both in confusion and they started laughing at me. Alex walked over to me and put his arm around my waist pulling me tight against his side. He turned my chin up and looked at me as he said "don't worry. We aren't going to hurt each other"

Jack nodded to agree and then said "though Alex knows if he ever does anything to hurt you I will kill him"



A moment later Jack left the room and Alex headed to grab his bag so we could all get ready. I showered and got ready first and headed downstairs to make some waffles so the boys got ready.

As I poured the batter into the waffle iron I heard Jack come into the kitchen. I turned around to face him and said "I need to talk to you about something"

He looked at me as he fixed his coffee and asked "what"

"I...I want to you to not tell mom & dad about whatever's going on between Alex & me...






Author' note-


Hey guys sorry this post took so long. I've just been really busy with classes and work and haven't had time to breathe. I know its a short post but I figured I should post something. 




~Rory

They is a blog post coming up...

Tomorrow, I hope. I have most of it done but I need to finish it and edit. This is midterms week for me so I've been crazy busy with tests and papers. But I don't have class tomorrow so I will try and finish it and have it up by tom night at the latest.

Sidenote - I don't know if any of you live in a valley but it sux when its allergy season. I never had allergies before I moved to Eugene and now I'm a watery eyes, sneezing my head off mess from april till july.



~Rory

AHHHHH

Hey guys I just wanted to drop by and let you know there's going to be no post this week. I have really bad allergies right now and had a lot of work for classes. Plus I am leaving to head to Reno for the weekend in a couple of hours. I'll try and post two next week but no guarantee's.


Have a great weekend

Rory